First of all, thank you everyone for your great birthday emails! I`m sorry that I don`t have time to respond to everyone, especially this week (more on that later). I really can feel your love and am so grateful to have been blessed with such wonderful family and friends. My birthday was great! I`m hoping to send home some pictures today. Pedro (WHO GOT BAPTIZED ON SATURDAY!!) and his wife cooked us lunch on my birthday! They decorated the house with balloons and had a cake and it was great. I thought he was going to make us steak, but it ended up being fried beef with rice and beans, which is steak to these people. It`s the preferred food by almost everyone here. When I eat it, I feel sick all day. Haha, funny how that works. But it was so sweet of them to cook us lunch. Then we went to the doctor for my feet (which are doing better!) and we taught some lessons and then went to a really humble and sweet family`s house for another batch of cake. Brother Aguilar (the dad) bought a new disk for his video camera and was filming the entire night, so excited to be able to send the video to my parents. Wellllll, turns out he didn`t know how to work the camera and wasn`t filming anything from the night. It was so sad when he realized what had happened. So we filmed a little bit after that, but everyone had left and it was really sad. My companion smashed my face into a cake, so at least there`s that. ;) I hope he sends you the video, mom and dad!
Then on Saturday Pedro got baptized! It was so wonderful! He gave an awesome testimony in his baptism. He used to drink a LOT, but has really repented and now he was baptized for remission of his sins. There is such a powerful Spirit in the baptismal service of someone who has changed so much and who finally receives forgiveness of all the sins they have committed.
Then the next day, he received the Gift of the Holy Ghost, and then he bore his testimony in testimony meeting. It was awesome. And my other convert, Carlos, blessed the sacrament. I felt so overjoyed to see both of them there doing such great things in their lives, and having changed so much for the better. Through Jesus Christ, we are able to overcome all sin and all temptation and return to live with our Father in Heaven. What a blessing it is to be able to share that wonderful news with others every day.
So today I have less time than normal because we aren`t allowed to be out of the house for much time. Why? I`ll tell you why. There is a holiday here called Carnaval. I`m sure you can find cool videos on YouTube of this holiday. So pretty much, everyone just throws stuff at the people in the streets. And there isn`t much you can do to avoid it. Usually they just throw water, but sometimes they go a little crazy and start throwing chalk, paint, eggs, mayo, and other really gross things... needless to say, we`re stuck in the house for 3 days until it all passes.
BUT we did have leadership meeting today in the mission! So we headed over to the stake center in Centinario and had an amazing meeting with President Torres. I got to see Hermana Nazer and lots of my friends from the mission who are in leadership positions too! The biggest thing that I learned today is that at the end of my mission, it`s not going to matter as much to me how many baptisms I had, but how much I have changed to become like Jesus Christ. It really is true what they say, "You`re biggest convert on your mission is yourself." Here in South America, there are so many baptisms that happen so fast, that it sometimes becomes the focus and the most important thing it seems. But I have really re-learned what misisonary work really is, and it has helped me a lot to be able to feel accomplished as a missionary. I can`t wait to be able to bear my testimony at the end of my mission about how much the Lord has changed me as I have lost myself in serving His children. That is my goal, at least. And that is my focus. I really understand so much better now how it is that God takes care of me as I lose myself in serving others. I am just trying to put all my trust in my Father in Heaven and love others as I share with them what is most important in my life-- the Restored Gospel of Jesus Christ. I know that He lives, and that by learning of Him and following His example, He is able to change us into what He knows we can be-- what He knows is our potential.
I so wish I could just sit here all day and type away my testimony. But don`t worry, it`s all (mostly) written down in my journal. When I get home, I can`t wait to share ALL that I have learned with you all :) Ahhhh, how sweet is the joy and peace that I feel when I follow the example of our Loving Savior. I invite you all to learn more of Him this week by reading the scriptures and talks given by our prophets and leaders today, then pick an attribute to emulate and practice it for a week. I promise you that you will see good changes in your life. Even if you don`t completely (desorrallar--I forgot that word in English!!) the attribute, Heavenly Father will see your efforts and will bless you. I know that to be true. Have faith, and trust that our Father in Heaven looks after and blesses those who fervently try to follow the example of His Son. As we come to know our Savior, we will find ourselves lost in His love and constant care.
I love you all! Thank you so much for your support and love!
-Hermana Busath